mopey

Well today i started off in high spirits and now they seemed to have dropped. I started thinking about moving and how i cant wait, but am a lil stressed with hubby not working at the club even thou i know hes going to easily pick up hours at his other job. Then it started me thinking about all my friends and how it allwys seems to be me trying to set up an outing or me trying to help them and even though if i ask them there allways there to help i just wish sometimes that they would invite us to go do the simple things there were many a nights i just sat home alone because hubby was at work, and later found out they were out at dave and busters or out enjoying themselves just want to be needed i guess.